empty of you --- (spoken word poetry + music - no singing or rapping)

empty of you
http://azdi404.blogspot.com/

in a river, I lingered empty
anticipating vibrations from the east,
a missing part from you to reach out,
incoming memories suffocated the headaches
stabilizing the message for a minute

Waiting for anyone else of the thousands faces
of my past to recognize me,
time lapsed without a hand in sight.

it flooded me that I was once a child,
the gleam I had left my face,

left my choice after a whisper of fate,
after I dipped my feet into you.

I craved to mine & extract a deposit,
some relic souvenirs
A palm print on my chest
A token for my final trip
Was it too much?

Money comes and go
It pays for a beautiful funeral,
and it stops at the grave's edge.

But you
you're engraved into my bones,
tattooed into my mistakes
legitimizing my sins
A testament for god when he judges me

I'm proud of the sin that was inspired by you
the lord also should be proud of me.
For he taught us he is all love & giving
And so am I, honesty.
I'm a little selfish, yes.
Just a little over-dedicated to you, my love

Into a man I’ve changed, still believing in you
I get a little oblivious, abandoning caution
whenever I dig under my ripened skin.
Seeking remnants of you

I'm an empty, vast body of deserted vines of viens of me,
decorating a skeleton in the middle of the river,
floating for you...

Waiting
empty
empty of you.
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lyrics & vocals by azdi404
music credit: Gone by Exilian
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