figure me out --- (spoken word poetry + music - no singing or rapping)

Figure me out 
 http://azdi404.blogspot.com/

strong revenging words followed the light 
crashing walls,
every curse falls into rust & salt 

it's somewhere deep that's taking me fast and steady  
wiping the smile off the sky with an ominous omen
stuffing my faith in you
when all my kings fail to lift me, whenever I deny my maker 

I'm still looking out for you in the dire's of uncreative, violent moods  
carve stubbornness from my soul 
I seldom struggle for an introduction to a god of your choice, 
I have a new complaint about you somehow, 
about depriving me and giving unfair dividends

configure my intentions during hibernation 
when you decide to come around 
Tell me what I’ve been missing when I wake up. 
Remind me what comes with you. 

I'll tell you. With you comes Stunted dreams 
Mirage visions, breaking wishbones....

surely,
darkness engulfs me when you blink for a moment, 
I chose to be there when you open your eyes again. 

Do you still have the touch?
Can you still get me high?

tell me how you've become a hardcore angel
& a soft-sided devil at other times
I’m in awe of how I’ve become a myth 
& You’ve become a legend...
do you still have the touch?
Can you still get me high?

carve from my soul the spinning stigma 
it takes a little time to figure me out
do you still have the touch?
Can you still get me high?
I don't want to relapse into my past
I just want to be sure....
do you still have that rage to get me high again?
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 Feb 21, 2023
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lyrics & vocals : azdi404
music credit by exilian