Outcast --- (spoken word poetry + music - no singing or rapping)

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outcast

I’m swept aside, cradling the residue of sins,
derived from the bottom of your lust sewage,
I separate them into my fault and yours,

It’s your party, but I've abducted the graduation cake,
adoring the guilt of a cherished mistake.
I've custom-made the trimmings with the talent of recklessness
& misery's priceless advice.
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I'm convicted & stable
not hated nor loved,
not at risk of being deposed
or upgraded, just an outcast.
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Watching other fools being played, I reserved a spot;
from my exile, away up in the nosebleed section a phantom.
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Concrete lies destines to beget solid, twisted outcomes
seldom defended by the white elephant in the room
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I remember that very clear,
When I penned myself that outcast, you see
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I belong, feasting on drama scraps off the unfortunate table
until the curtains touches the stage. A good-night
I budget my lungs to 15 cubic feet of air for the climax …
and I'm still here.
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I know what it's like to be naked
Every time you shave my feelings.
Intending to feast upon my flesh
under a dimmed light at your party
in the art gallery buffet section.
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I reserve the best of you for the "sometimes" that haunts you.
I'll wait over here for those chances to point towards me
when the wickedness cranks up in you.
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when there is no one else to demolish
In the free time between the men you conquer,
feeding the urges to roar your invincible desires,
Bring me in,
the outcast to feast on.
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Bring me in,
I'm the outcast, swept aside until you desire to feast.
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lyrics & vocals: azdi 404
Music credit: MOONLIGHT SONATA (Dark Orchestral Version) - David Eman Pandora Journey [Epic Villain Music]