Reborn Infancy --- (spoken word poetry + music - no singing or rapping)

reborn infancy
http://azdi404.blogspot.com/

I'm walking back to the heart of my infancy
to purify it in an isolated coast,  
an elfin spring filled with your pure dreams.  
Dreams that yet have to reach you, baby

because nothing took me so low as you
digging my grave as I grew into accepting what you gave
to think I’ll leave you again in my high
I'll be such a fool

I’ll be at my future gravesite carving my own headstone  
this world has gotten strange away from you
wondering what’s untying you from me
this pestering sting in my mind
every time I remember you

if I couldn’t reach you because the fortune teller was right  
I’m gonna be wishing,
about who will infiltrate your head after me

wanting you to choose my name on an impulse 
dissect my story   
trace a misled thought

wishing you to violate this pestering sting
something that tags a long way back

you see, I was hypnotized since I saw you  
always doing your thing, baby  
I violated the sanctity of us,
striving to be above friends

but I'm still here, even if the music fades away
I'm basking in the glow,
pondering the notion

about being away in lost miles,
something’s dying & it’s no one around me  

I’m still in my infancy with the collapsing waves
my headstone is inviting me
I know I’m fading the way you want

I know I’ve got served in the end   
trapped & lonely for dealing with you

But it’s o.k.  it's okay
I’ve got something right
I'm back in my shell
in my reborn infancy.  
& I’m loving you all over again
I’m loving you all over again
with my reborn infancy

lyrics & vocals by azdi404
music credit love by hillx prod.