RIVILIN - OUTSTANDING [Lyrics x AMV]

Rivilin - OUTSTANDING
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Anime: Platinum End (AMV)
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Lyrics:
Life changes he’s not coming back again
I'm not him, so why should I have to pretend
I'm not losing, I'm just falling down
I'm doing fine, I'm ye, I'm gone

It’s in stages times just a blur
I’m living in the background unheard
Is this what it’s like to withdraw
You’re outside my house
Crash through the door

It’s outstanding, reprimanding
But you say it’s all the same
When you play this game
It’s up to you
Sitting on the rock in the south beach back then
Look me in the eyes
Say it’s not working

Let’s end it, not mend it
Toxic behavior
Takes hand and you just leave
Smile at me and say your alright
Don’t worry I’m doing just fine

Drowning in alcohol
Listen here take the toll
I’m just here growing old
Fires low, running cold
Burning at both ends losing sleep
I opened up, you just make me weak

No sleep
No end
Ups and downs
Lose friends
You say that you have changed
I say that we’re stuck on repeat

Yeah yeah ulcers building in my fvcking mouth
From the stress of this
I don’t really understand
So I just want to fvcking quit
Spitting out blood on the daily you made me
Into something I just can’t forgive

Is it selfish to blame you for being suicidal?
I know it’s fvcking pathetic
But yeah it’s hard to swallow
The fact that you fvcking gaslighted me
Until I didn’t understand who I was

Most days I didn’t wanna wake up
And sometimes I still don’t
I was living on a pile of drugs
I wake up and I choke
On a mouthful of my fvcking own vomit
It took me here just to realize
That you fvcking weren’t worth this

Yeah so fvck you and fvck your fake friends
Yeah always talk behind our fvcking backs
And you started to pretend
That everything was fvcking fine
But it wasn’t so I took my chances
And I fvcking left

Life changes he’s not coming back again
I'm not him, so why should I have to pretend
I'm not losing, I'm just falling down
I'm doing fine, I'm ye, I'm gone

It’s in stages times just a blur
I’m living in the background unheard
Is this what it’s like to withdraw
You’re outside my house
Crash through the door

Life changes he’s not coming back again
I'm not him, so why should I have to pretend
I'm not losing, I'm just falling down
I'm doing fine, I'm ye, I'm gone

It’s in stages times just a blur
I’m living in the background unheard
Is this what it’s like to withdraw
You’re outside my house
Crash through the door

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