Sporadic Worship Thoughts --- (spoken word poetry + music - no singing or rapping)

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sporadic worship thoughts

Laly
Let me hold the center of make-believe
Because meditation numbs the brain
So here's a song I've sung to pacify myself with
I've relocated the memorized lyrics to a secret cache
I'll relay to you the vibes and humms
In case you need to find out
Why you're here with me in these shameless thoughts

Why I'm in the distance ignored even though you're in my head?
At times you trouble me as I stand waiting
Or as I lay underneath the tree of patience
You evade me when I quiz my fate
I don't need a chemical high
What's in me are suffice
And sometimes I receive overexpanded mixed signals

But one day you'll understand why your photographs
Are memory gateways to cherish to behold
If you could only see and feel
How my suicidal words strive to annotate
When it troubles me against me demanding what have i done?

To me forgiveness or redemption
Are not sanctuaries of stones
Not a sacred direction to face
Not a destined land for pilgrimage

But tracing footsteps
Of where you once stood on this earth
Pray on the blessed spot
For anywhere you were, was a temple
Sanctity is where you passed by
And my destination is where you roamed laly

Laly here's a final thought
The difference between you and god?
God acknowledges that I exist, and you ignore me

Let me explain
God is everywhere, yes
And so are you
God is in my heart & mind, yes
And so are you
God is for everyone, yes
But why aren't you for me?
I know you can do things better

Laly, you know what?
Never mind these words mean nothing to you just like me
They're just sporadic worship thoughts
Sporadic worship thoughts
Never mind laly
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lyrics & vocals azdi404
music credits like A Ghost by hamrah beats

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