You're Not In Love (experimental) - Natalie Colen

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You're Not In Love (experimental) - Natalie Colen

(Verse 1)
The sun is shining, the rain comes in
And I'm lost in this whirlwind
I don't know where I'm going, or where I've been
My mind tangled in thoughts of you, my skin pinned

Words fail me as tears cascade down my face
Day turns to night, lost in this lonely place
All the dreams we had now just a trace
I surrendered to the darkness without a trace

(Chorus)
You don't understand
How you shaped me into who I am
But now I see the struggles on my own land
I'm sorry, baby, won't you take my hand?

You said we were defeated but I can't concede
Your love is a drug that's all I need
You promised forever but it was greed
And now your lies are all that remain and bleed

(Verse 2)
Days pass by like waves crashing ashore
Yet inside my heart remains sore
So much love to give, yet left wanting more
I gave up the fight when you closed the door

(Chorus)
You don't understand
How you molded me with your hand
But standing alone on this burning sand
I plead for your return, please understand

You said we were beaten but I can't accept defeat
Your love is my lifeline that's bittersweet
You swore loyalty but it was deceit
And now your absence cuts deep like concrete

(Bridge)
I can't make it alone in this endless night
Without you by my side everything feels trite
Why do you still deny what's right?
Tell me why we can’t reunite

(Outro)
You don't understand
How much of me is tied to your command
But on this journey towards self-reprimand
I beg for your presence to withstand

You told me we were through but my addiction grew
Your love is the only thing that rings true
You vowed eternal faithfulness but it flew
And now the truth of your departure brews

No, I still don't know why
Please tell me why our love had to die