ending the end --- (spoken word poetry + music

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ending the end

it took me forever to realize that it doesn’t matter
who has left, hurt, or betrayed me,
why I ended up being a part-time lover for every lost soul,
why I'm filling everyone's gap by choice, hoping for a steady full-time face
then I wondered why no one is filling in my empty life...
why the frontiers of my feelings migrate with them when they leave...
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I should’ve consoled them and ran away with what was left of me,
hunt for shelter away from the fleeting days.

But you, .... but you, my beloved
only you, had you stayed around more,
even though I fight your ghost every day, foiling its escape plans
the thought of freedom from you is sickening,
still, you're depleting slowly from the seams of my memory.
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deservingly, I have become proud for the little time received I knew you in
recognizing a smile for what I’ve accomplished,
adding bits and pieces from here and there, from over the months,
not so pretty,
some sourness in my mouth, now that I’m still here, a pitiful survivor
forgotten in this place, mending the curves of life
that made me rich with priceless memories,
worthless stock if spilled outside this tune
with no peace of mind, I concede,
I concede this moment is ending the end.
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lyrics & vocals by azdi404
music credit: Lose You by @jurrivh